Creation as Resistance
I have never truly found my voice in sharing the crazies that I am aware of.
Especially when there isn’t much incentives to be disbelieved, alienated and worst yet, to disprove what I know in my bones.
Well, I am not the expert here with neither evidence nor supporting arguments. But I am a witness of reality glossed over by most. My Scorpio stellium afforded me with good pattern recognition and good memory, and a spark of very deep yet quiet access to the deep unknown.
So I keep everything quiet within.
And I slowly build an inner map.
A map of what our system is really about.
A map that registers the true layers overlaying our blissfuly naive modern lives contrasted with overt dualities, ignored contradictions and undeniable inversions.
In this map is everything one may put into the conspiracy categories as well as info reserved to those who can pull down snippets of the bigger picture from different layers of our existence with their inner sight, otherworldly memories, or direct energy read.
I have edited the map over time, let go of many interim items that don’t actually fit. And I have let go of many well meaning but dead-end at best, deception at worst ideologies.
Many puzzles pieces penciled in with question marks.
Many pieces build with direct experiences.
I have shared with empaths who were eager to receive such information.
Only for them to tell me they wish they didn’t know.
From that on, I realize there is a level of mental emotional and energetic readiness required to wield the information.
What I found more relevant than sharing cosmic news is for me to focus being ready as active participants of the bigger game we are part of.
This readiness ties to upgrading our own energetic capacity, diligence in purging dead weight, and rediscover our deeper mission and original template.
It is what I seek for myself.
And the preparation is what I find important to share with others in my work.
After all, when we purge the interference, true, relevant information would be derived from within.
So this week, when my Mom, who is pretty far away from any of these ideas, brought up the topic of human trafficking, organ trafficking and human flesh in food, picked up from the news and the fall out of the Epstein files, ready or not, I realize the collective has been forced to face the hidden traumatizing truth straight on.
Along with that, we need to recognize what sparks within us and address them.
When have addressed our very real level of being traumatized, dissociated, angry, addicted, and confused, we can come through to the other side to discover what is the right level of our intention and action.
What has driven me all along is the knowing that we need to get ready for the next layers of unveiling and bifurcation in the bigger picture. This preparation is on all levels.
Instead of seeing these changes as disruptions of how we have lived, see them as corrections and upgrades to how we use energy, life force, and where to best put our attention to match our true mission in a greater scale.
Here are some of what I am focusing on right now.
Physical
Learn how to unsubscribe from the system. From lowering usage to create my own. From screens, data storage and other. I deleted my FB and Messager app. Instagram would be next. I can’t wait to get my data off the cloud storage and email systems. So is Kondo’ing my belongings.
How can I provide more of my own food? clothing? medical needs? What is interesting to me? My hydroponics is not doing great this year. But I have a renew interest in sewing.
Make new friends. Find like-mind / like-energy local community to share skill. (Dumpling anyone?)
Get the body to tip top shape. Detox. Eat right. Hydrate. Exercise. Repeat. I am not the most disciplined person but I find the fun in doing them.
Where is the right location for me? What is the right livelihood for me? Both are something I continue to consider.
Mental Emotional
Monitor my thoughts, feelings and sensation. Examine what’s not mine, what’s outdated, what’s lurking and repeating, what’s no longer helpful. Purge.
Come back to coherence after shake up.
Meditation. Contemplation. Reflections in nature.
Seek others with new ideas. What I can’t “solve” there may be other ways to be spearheaded by others.
What excites me? What’s fun? What create more space in me? What create more space for others?
What creates enjoyment and satisfy purpose? Do more of that. Who is a balm to my soul? Get closer to them.
Energetic
“What you give energy to, you participate in.” Once I know enough and in the ball park, I pull back.
Withdraw energy and attention from what’s draining and extractive. Instead, spend them in creation. Grow something. Learn a new skill. Up-cycle.
Learn about the great reality. I love Randi Green’s work.
Net-net, take back your attention and use them on CREATION.
Are you on the same bandwagon? What can you add to this list?
Please share.